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Dead Blog and Ive moved!

2009-09-30T23:01:00.003+08:00

Hello Yellow Wellow ! -.-

I apologised for leaving my blog so dead and very dusty. *cough* Ive no time to update my blog, not even a second. (Pfft, thats so not true -.-) Okok, im just plain lazy lar. Busy with work eventhough now is Raya time, whatever.

Kkkk, taknak banyak membebel lagi ar. Just wanna inform you people that IVE MOVED! Im not gonna use this blog anymore, i wanna throw those pasts far far awayyyyy ~ Shared the blog with Jia (:

Here's the link ; http://the-geminibabies.blogspot.com
Do tag if you want us to link you, okay alright alright okay? :D

Byebye .

2009-08-19T20:53:00.001+08:00

Well, sorry for the lack of updates.
Thanks to IlahTong for updating my blog.

I'm too busy that I abandoned my own blog, wahsey fyana jahat siak.
Hahahah ~ (:
I'm working like everyday from 9am to 6pm.
& when I got home, I felt tired, that's why I leave my blog dead -.-

Now, got home, kepale spinning ah.
Nak take a nap lah nie, kepale spinning semacam lah.
Waduh -.-"

Okay lah, ape-ape get me through hp yeah.
Not active in laptop.
Sorry lovers ^^

2009-08-15T23:50:00.008+08:00

[old picture,2007]

Heyho~~

Khalilah[iLahSOTONG] is here to update my dearest bestfriend's blog..

On her behalf,sorry if she did not update her blog as she's busy working..

I wanna share this with you all..

Fyanaaa is crazy towards Wawan..

She just likes to listen to his voice and his personality..

Not only that,she support for Sarah Aqilah all the way..[Same as Me&Jai Ho]

Hahahahaha!Comel sungguh my bestfriend..

Aniways,Fyana is super happy with her life now!

With her work,but the most is with her F-A-M-I-L-Y..

I'm happy that she's not that moody anymore..

Somehow,memories cannot be forgotten..

But she really pull it through though..*claphands*

Okay,Change topic..

FYANA is misssing DEFLICATE allooot!

Seriously,she isss!!!

9 girls together in total,we bitch,we fight,we bully,we laugh..

HAHAHAHA!

All the memories we had in school cannot be forgotten..

Somemore with the bunch of Jokers from Sec 4A-4D..

No matter what,Sec 4 2008 batch CDSS is the cooliest!=)..

Okay,I have nothing more to say..

Don't ever forget to read her blog okay..

She will try her best to update her wonderfulicious blog one day..

Chaoosss!~

PS:Bestfriend,ILOVEYOUALOOT!=)..

2009-08-01T16:51:00.003+08:00

It's a song ;

Setiba di persimpangan .

Langkah kita tak lagi sehaluan .

Bermula di saat itu , tidak senada irama & lagu .

Begitu hidup ini ... tiada yang abadi

Yang patah tumbuh ... yang hilang berganti

KAU .. telah jauh .

Jauh dariku

Tiada ruang dihati buatmu

Namun ha ... rusku akui Ada ketika di minda kau menjelma kembali

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Sekali .. sekala ada

Ada rindu yang datang tiba-tiba
`Tak Mungkin Kerana Sayang

Cuma terganggu oleh perasaan .

Begitu hidup ini ... tiada yang abadi

Yang patah tumbuh ... yang hilang berganti

KAU .. telah jauh .

Jauh dariku Tiada ruang dihati buatmu

Namun ha ... rusku akui ada ketika di minda kau menjelma kembali

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Begitu hidup ini ... tiada yang abadi

Yang patah tumbuh ... yang hilang berganti

KAU .. telah jauh .

Jauh dariku tiada ruang dihati buatmu

Namun ha ... rusku akui ada ketika di minda kau menjelma kembali

`Tak Mungkin Kerana Sayang

Hanya kadangkala aku terkenang .

2009-07-31T21:00:00.003+08:00

[ old picture ]

Today .......... was a very noisy day I tell you .

Went to ICA building to get Jia's IC .

Otw there in the mrt , saw this " china lady " . Jia suddenly tap me & say " kak , bulu ketiak die . Mak kau ~ ! " Hahahah ! I cannot see cause I never wear my lense . So I was like " panjang ke ? "

Hahahah ! Adik beradik kecoh . Idk ahh asal everytime I see china lady , their bulu ketiak mesti panjang seh . Tak rase rimas ke ? Tak tawu nak shave ke ? Ape peh pompan tak shave bulu ketiak ?! Sheeeeesh , so menggelikan seh -.-

So reached there , take Jia's IC & blah .

Took mrt back , & last minute train nak close door , ade nie keling nak sumbat masok .

Dah lah full beh nak menyelit agik ? Then tu tak pasal .

Then tolak-tolak aku ?! Fyana ape lagi , pekik ahh " Aiyahh ! SOOOO KIASU ! ! NamaKunyang ! ! "

Abeh tu , sume orang look at me & I put up my angry + stupid face to them ~

Gagagagagagagaga ~ ^^ Ape aku heran ? Hahah .

Okay lah , till here then .

I miss Deflicate ~ !

2009-07-29T17:51:00.005+08:00

I miss my Girls "/

Hello ~ ^^

I miss my B E S T F R I E N D ~

Two of them , which is on the top [ picture ]

I miss them like hell , ryndu gyler banget siaaa .

Haiyah -.-

Sorry for not updating the blog for like 1234567 days ? It's been a week since I last updated my blog . Hah , I'm too busy perhaps .

Because I'm getting a new a job , abit busy hor . Gahhhhhhh ~

Yeah , just now in the morning at about 10+ , my mummy ajak me go johor .

So I was like " Okay , sure :D "

Then go Johor , we bought alot of foods + chewing gums . *cheekysmile*

Smuggle in chewing gum hah ?! Hah , takpe ahh . LOL !

Okay ini lame .

This Saturday , it's my first day for the new job in airport .

Gahhhhh , I'm soo nervous .

Waduuuuhhhh , I'm the youngest there somemore .

Mane tak takot kan ? Waduuhh , waduuhh .

Chill lah Fyana ^^

Okay lah , sampai sini saje lah .

I need to kemas the house (:

Byebye .

2009-07-22T18:24:00.004+08:00

Heyya LOVES

I got some lyrics to share ;

Ku cuba redakan relung hati
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi
Terlukis di dalam kenangan
Bebas bermain di hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

How is it ? It's all M E M O R I E S lah ~
I've forgotten all of them , nothing to do with me right now (:
So don't talk about that anymore , alright ?

I'm happy with my life right now , with my loved ones .
Especially family <3
& for now , I don't wanna talk about love alright .
I just wanna update about my work & daily routine (:
I'm lovin it ~ ^^

I really hope I got that work in the airport ah =x
Today Jia went for her interview , me & mummy accompanied her .
She said she was quite scared . Hahahah ~ first time what go interview .
& the manager said she could start on early august .
That's great right (:

Jiaaa , nanti kalau dah keje , keje betol-betol .
Jangan nak main-main ye ? Hahahahahah :D
Joking lor ~ ^^

Tomorrow , my dearest cousin birthday <3
Happy birthday in advance Cousin ~ Maybe your present , I'll give on september cause I'll get my salary on September lah . Soo lambat kan ? Sorry hor ~ ^^

Okay , till here then .
Will update again tomorrow ~ ^^
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2009-07-20T18:30:00.006+08:00

Hello P E O P L E ;

Fyana disini , just wanna post about something .

Maybe I'll get the job which is in the airport , in the early august ?

& I'll be the youngest again .

Nevermind , ape nak kesah kan keje ape .

Betol tak betol ? o.0 ?

Gaahhhhhhs , right now I'm feeling down , glum ??

Idk what's wrong .

& Hell yeah , I miss Chestnut Drive Sec ~ !

That school had alot of my memories of all my friends & loved ones .

Bestfriend knows it ~ (:

All my adeq angkats . Hehs !

How I wonder I could just turn back time & have those memories back with friends .

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ~

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Oh yeah , the house at blk 445 was superb seh , FYANA suke lah ~

Very the resort-like design & idk how to describe . It's sooooo superb lah !

I could imagine if my big family got into that house & it's gonna be amazing ! Serious !

Hahahah kay enough , stop dreaming fyana ^^

So Mummy & Papa gonna make consideration on how their budget is & which how they want .

& that whole process gonna take few months siaaa .

Ohhh noooo , bile mau pindah seh gini ? LOL .

I MISS YOU <3

2009-07-18T22:59:00.003+08:00

Ahhhhh , I miss Deflicate babies :D

Sooooo missing them like hell siak .

Wadeh -.- kangen banget .

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As for today , went out to bb .

Then go watch Kuda Kepang at blk 445 , near my house actually .

Soo just walked there .

Watch till 7+ only cause like malas & dah penat lah .

Next time can watch long2 .

I just wanna keep updating these blog , but I'll just update abit by bit .

Cause I've nothing to say .

Hmmm gtg now (:

Bye ~

2009-07-17T20:05:00.005+08:00

[ silly faces of us in webcam (: hahah ]

HelloHelloHello ~

I'm so in the mood to blog today , hahs .

My brother just got back from work & tomorrow he's gonna go work again .

Then Sunday , he'll got to patah balek hostel .

(: Ohh gosh ~

Oh my dear , are you really into me or you just wanna play me off ? I'm damn confused .

I don't want you to play me off like those exx of yours -.-

I'm sorry , I think that it's important for me to know .

Ignore those sentences on top , I just wanna let it out . Hahs .

Btw , I'm not sure whether tomorrow got Kuda Kepang or not .

Going out ? Or not ? Hahs idk lea .

Pape tag ahh kay , bye ~

2009-07-16T21:17:00.003+08:00

[ miss my hair ): last time ]

Heyya loves (:

I'm back & I'm free from Hang Ten ~ ! I'm so H A P P Y & RELIEVED !

Wanna know why ? Cause that work is sooo T I R E D !

Like FUCK seh . My salary got cut abit cause I counted some of the stocks wrongly , and they cut my pay . Cam FUCK kan ? Benci ahh .

Tak suke , anyone wanna work there please think twice or thrice alright .

Kayyy skip this shit sudah .

Now , I'm missing B E S T F R I E N D ~ !

I'm missing F I K A [ SAYANG ] ~ !

I'm missing A J I ~ !

HAHAHAHAH ! Random lah , I just missed them sooo much ):

I Love them , that's all .

Okay , pape tag at my tagboard .

BYE LOVES ^^

2009-07-14T21:42:00.003+08:00

Heyya peeps (:

Sorry cause I've not been updating these " dead " blog of mine =X

I've been working & take overtime every night .

& don't even have time for my loved ones .

Even I've been sleeping v late & had lack of rest & sleep .

Ohh please ! I need a break , man .

WED , 15 July is my last day in Hang Ten .

& I'm happy about it (:

But I'll miss those friend of mine , they've been very nice & caring towards me .

Since I was the youngest of them all ^^ I had been pampered by them .

Like a child =P *winks*

I love Hang Ten mates ! ! !

Gonna miss y'all & I promise to visit y'all at any atrium y'all got .

Hmmmmmm );

Got to go for now , tired -.-

Bye .

2009-07-04T23:28:00.003+08:00

Kayy sorry for the days I didn't post , mind was totally blank -.-

Today went out with family to Lot Roof Garden .

Okayyy , but quite bored .

Yana sayang Fikaaa lahh weyy , she's so caring ^^

I Love Fikaaa [ bestsyster ] (:

Okayyy dah ~ Malas nak bebual panjang-panjang .

Bye !

Cheer Up Sista (:

2009-06-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

Hey, JiaSuperstar here. Im updating for Fyana today, as she doesnt have the mood to update due to yesterday. Well, what actually happened was Fyana found out her own friend became an item with her ex-boyfriend, Syuk. Quick shocking isnt it? If im here, feel that its disappointing and what about her? Shes even more disappointed or should i say even mad at her. Before Fyana knows this, she had already told me that she wanna get back with Syuk. And this happened, what do you think she felt? Everything crashed!

And yes, i know she cried silently last night but i acted as if i didnt know anything. I sang some random sad songs that made her feel irritated -.- I shouldnt have did that because it made her feel even worse. I was just trying to sing and make fun of those songs, and i thought i could cheer her up and see her smiling. But no, it didnt worked at all. Nevermind then, she'll be at her usual-self once shes okay. Shes just shocked to know 'that' and it leads her to crying, haish.

You know what, sista? You reflect yourself in the mirror. Yes, you see yourself in the mirror. And what do you notice? You notice your ownself.(of course lah) Lemme tell you something, you have the pretty face with a beautiful heart. With that, many guys will come lining up to be with you. Do you know that? I know you have the 'hot-tempered' attitude, just like me. Okay, i gotta admit that sometimes i feel like stabbing you with a knife from the back when you showed me your attittude, but you're still my ketot sister and i should respect. So i just kept quiet and did nothing. You're a lady and so do i. You're my sister since i was born, so i know your behaviour and you know my behaviour. So in everything, i know how you feel or whatever it is. Even if i asked what happened and you replied nothing, i know 'nothing' is not the answer. I know you have the answer but you didnt want to share. You rather keeping it to yourself than telling anyone else, and thats not a good idea.

You think back, you and Syuk have been together for 3 years. Thats a longlong journey, you see. And of course, there must be lotsa memories of ups and downs. And after all the patch ups and break ups for the third time, Syuk finally found someone else. Before he found someone else, he did told Kak Ilah that he cant get over everything about you and the memories, LOTSA OF THEM. Well now, that he already found someone else. Do you think they can go on for long? 3 years of relationship, do you think its easy to get over it? Nah-uh, for me its hard. You shoot on that part, just think. Do you think he can forget everything about you and move on with his new one? For now, you just sit back and wait. I know Syuk will come back to you because both of you are meant to be together. Once you both are meant to be together, it wont go anywhere. Like what in malay says, "Kalau dah Jodoh, Takkan kemana". Agree? Okay, i'll end here. Hope you readers of Fyana's enjoyed what i post for her. Till here then (:

2009-06-28T23:00:00.007+08:00

This song is soooo sad -.-

Don't leave me in all this pain

Don't leave me out in the rain

Come back and bring back my smile

Come and take these tears away

I need your arms to hold me now

The night are so unkind

Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart

Say you'll love me again

Undo this hurt you caused

When you walked out the door

And walked out of my life

Un-cry these tears

I cried so many nights

Un-break my heart

My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye

Bring back the joy to my life

Don't leave me here with these tears

Come and kiss that pain away

I can't forget the day you left

Time is so unkind

And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart

Say you'll love me again

Undo this hurt you caused

When you walked out the door

And walked out of my life

Un-cry these tears

I cried so many nights

Un-break my heart

My heart

Don't leave me in all this pain

Don't leave me out in the rain

Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart

Say you'll love me again

Undo this hurt you caused

When you walked out the door

And walked out of my life

Un-cry these tears

I cried so many, many nights

Un-break my

Un-break my heart

Come back and say you love me

Un-break my heart

Sweet darlin'

Without you I just can't go on

Can't go on...

♥♥♥

2009-06-27T23:53:00.002+08:00

Hell yea for today ~

First went to Bugis to find that freaking HARD-FINDING shoe !

Gi sini takde , gi sane takde . Haiyaaaaaaaaaa malas ahh nak carik .

Susah betol nak carik , jiaaa's size takde . Anyone help to find ?

Yana dah malas nak carik agik , uat penat aku jee ~

From Bugis go Jurong Point , still takde . Nak gi penin pulak ? WAHHHHSEHHH !

Punye jauh , malas larr -.-

Then at MRT agik , yana pissed off ngan BANGLA !

Nak menyelit blakang Jiaaaa . Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww ! Yucks geliii !

Jotos kang , dah larr bau teng ! Nak dekat2 lak .

Blahblahblah , at 8.30 bused home .

Penat semacam , kaki pon saket got blister .

Reached home , bathed . Talk here & there about the BANGLA .

& right now blogging ahh ~

[ I totally miss you ); ]

p/s ; I'll love you forever .

2009-06-27T00:45:00.003+08:00

Garbage Collector ! ~ Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !

LOL ! ^^ Pipi tembam tak ?

Okay lets talk about just now / yesterday -.-
We cleaned up our messy room & it was from petang till now .
Now after mandi ready . Cheeeeese ! Badan peloh semacam , bencibenci ~
We started cleaning from 4 pm till 12 am ++
Sooooooooooooooo LONG ?! o.0 ?
Wahhhhhh sehhh !

Firstly we clean up the baju in the almari , then sooo many baju tak terpakai & then throw .
Some still can be used by adeqadeq so keep it & let them wear .
I was like being the " Garbage Collector " ?
All baju wanna throw , give me & I'll put it inside the plastic bags to give away .
" Baju baju nak buang " , HAHAHAHAHAHA ! Suke Jiaaa ehh ^^ *winks*
Sukeeeee ~ But abit tiring .
After the kemas-ing , mummy asked us to go kedai " kasi balik disc & beli roti "
Ohhhh okay boleh . Go return disc all that & go kedai waffle wanna buy waffle cheese .
The aunty inside say " Eh so cute ah you both tie your hair like that (: "
Us ; Ohhh , Hahah ^-^ yeah .
People say we cute ? Ahaha they dont know that we're suffering at home .
Then take the waffle , smile & walked away , still got lotsa things to do at home .
While walking home , we talked about Ms Swan all the way , she was like sooooo stupid kan ?
Kalau larr at singapore ade orang like Ms Swan , dah lame aku jotos . Ahahah !
Lebih baik takya bebual seh alau ade orang macam gytu , angkat kaki & brams .
Soooo easy kankan ? (:

Reached home , sit down & rest for awhile ajeeeee ~
Then get back to work -.- Suffer-ing dehh .
Haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa can someone help us ? LOL !
I'm very proud of myself because I've cleaned up my room .
From a V V V messy room become to a V V V neat & nice room ^^
Yeah , We've done it ! ~
Now , just finish bathing & wanted to blog about this funny incident .
Groom My Room ! DONE ! ~ ((:

p/s ; I missed you too much , I guess );

2009-06-25T17:42:00.002+08:00

Yesterday had a great time with family .

Went to Lot at 6++ cause planned to eat out .

While in the bus , I was really freaked out by this little mama pundek boy , small boy .

Jiaaa was standing near the door & he was like " sardine " nak cross over jiaaa's hand .

Ehhh pala puki nenek die ! Bodoh peh nenek , tak tau jage cucu pe ?!

Cucu maen menyelit pat org nye tangan can buat bodoh ? No feelings ahh ?

Mama keling tetap mama keling !

& Jiaaa was like SUPER ANGRY ahh ! Die tak boleh kene siket , pape mesti marah .

~ macam kakaknye jugak ~

Get off the bus & berambos go in Lot .

& first thing is I saw Yum [ exx boyf nye sedare ] , aduhai -.-

All I know is that I miss the abg sedare ahh !

HMPH ~ !

Ahh nvm . Walk up & ate at food culture .

I had my seafood kway teow =)

Soooooo Lazat ~

Lepas makan , shopping mummy's things . HAHAHA !

Then went up to Roof Garden ~

The kids main air pat sytu till all get wet , kakak die pon join [ jiaaa ]

Yana tak kuase nak main yesterday , felt like no mood , idk whyy -.-

Blahblahblah , went off & bused home .

DONE !

p/s ; Can we be like before ?

2009-06-24T00:27:00.001+08:00

I LOVE TODAY !

For more , read JIAAA'S ~ ((:

LJS guy ^^

JiaSuperstar Here Baybeh.

2009-06-22T00:52:00.005+08:00

Hello! Jiasuperstar here yaw.
Im updating for Fyana as she is so superduper lazy like swine! Hahs. Well, Syuk and Fyana seems to be in good conditions and hopefully they'll get back together as soon as possible! I see that both of them cant go separate ways for long cause you guys know why? Its because 'dah memang jodoh' like old people used to say , 'kalau dah jodoh, takkan kemane' . Agree? Hahs.

So yea, pray hard for them so they'll get back again. 21st June supposed to be their 3rd anniversary you know. 3 years! How long can that be? How they overcome every single thing together? Hahs.

I guess i shall stop everything here alright?
Takecare everyone, pelok ciom mwahmwahmwah! ^^

2009-06-19T16:05:00.002+08:00

Hello ~

Today did nothing , my throat is in pain . Darn !

Demam like that . Makan nak telan saket , minum air nak telan pon saket .

Irritating siaaa , tak sedap yana nak makan ahh .

HMMMMMMM ~ Im F F F F - bored !

Just now , watch the kids play ps2 & i ter-sleeeepp . Hahaha !

Some people make noise & i woke up . Dah lar tdo sedap2 , kacau je org tu !

Now , listening to songs & blogging + bloghopping .

Bored larr kan .

For tomorrow , got Kuda Kepang .

Follow my pakcik -.-

But I likeeeeee sekali ~ (:

Okay , Im done here .

Tak tawu what more to say .

Im lack of updates for these few days -.-

Bye ~

p/s ; if it's true , i need time .

2009-06-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

Hello ~ Nothing much for today .

Just webcam-ing with bestfriend .

& done with today .

Just a short post .

Idk what to talk about these few days . It seems worthless .

2009-06-17T12:25:00.002+08:00

This post is specially for my lovely sister ; Jiaaa

Well dear sister , Happy 15th birthday to you .

I know today you're going out with " someone "

Hahahs ! well good for you (:

Be happy horr !

Although you everytime make noise in front of my face , haiyaaa ~

Still I'm here to wish you a Happy birthday ((:

Alright , till here then , I can't say anymore .

I'm still sad right now . Hmmmm ~

p/s ; Happy birthday syster (:

2009-06-16T12:28:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry if today's post is kinda boring .

But I just wanna let it out for once .

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There was once a couple named " SYUKRIYANA "

They officially became a couple on 21 June 2006 .

Before , they used to fight with each other's group of friends .

When the ladies entered Secondary 1 in their school , the guys didn't quite like the ladies when actually the guys are in Secondary 2 . That was a common feelings right , huh !

Then there was this lady named K , K had feelings towards this guy named S .

K confess her feelings towards S , but S rejected K because S didn't have any feelings towards K .

& S just anggap K as a friend or sister .

K's friend [ a lady ] named A wanted to help K . K & A agreed with each other .

They thought that it would be such a great idea ^^

A talked to S , still S rejected . But somehow A & S became a Couple ?!

K got angry & said to A " kate mau tolong , padahal kau yang amek ! "

K & A fought for a long period of time , eventhough they were in the same class .

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Another friend of K & A named Y also had feelings at S but when she gotta know that

S & A became a couple , Y forget all about it ~

S's friend named A [ don't confuse yourself , this A is a guy ] got feelings towards Y .

A confess to Y , Y was speechless -.-

Y need time to think about it . Few dats later Y accepted (: & became a couple .

The most weird part is when both [ S & A , Y & A ] had their own couple , then S told his true feelings to Y & that made Y soo confused .

Both had their own loved ones right , so how ?

Months later , S & A broke up !

Because A betrayed S , somehow .

In school , they had their Councillor's camp at JJC .

Y is still with A but the feelings had faded day by day because Y had really fallen for S !

Moreover now S in single ~

Y & S had their own secret feelings . Ohh-Hooo !

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After a few days was Y's birthday . The first person to gave Y present is S !

That makes Y likes/love S even more (:

Whereby Y's bf which is A , didn't gave her any presents or whatsoever & like ignored Y birthday . Y was pissed off ! After 2 days , Y asked A for a break up . A agreed & told his friend " Yeh2 , aku boleh tackle -------- " Like WTH ! Y was single for that moment & didn't think of anything . S always tried his best to cheer Y up & that was soo sweet ((:

Y always hugged the teddybear that S gave Y .

Few days had past .

On 21 June 2006 ; at 10 am . S texted Y wanna ask something " sensitive "

He said " I wanna ask you something sensitive can ? "

Y replied " What is it ? "

S ; " I wanna ask you for stead . "

Y ; " Huh really ? "

Y quickly texted K to ask for her permission to get S because she knew that K liked S before .

Suprisingly , K gave the green light .

Y get back to S & told him that she agreed to it (:

21 June 2006 , where they officially became a couple ((:

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That was before , now everything had changed .

The love is not there for US !

Syuk , if you're reading this ;

I want to you know that you're the Boyfriend that I truly love ONCE .

I had to fight my love over 3 girls just because of YOU )';

I had gone through too much pain & I don't think I can suffer more , I repeat I can't .

I'm sorry if I betrayed you & gone for another guy that time I wanna forget about YOU & everything .

But I just can't ! idk whyy !

I'm sorry I called you names & you too called me names .

I just can't control my anger & I'm sure you knew that .

I'm sorry I went for 3 guys but still I can't forget YOU .

When we're not together , we can be nice & loving .

But when we're together , whyy can't we be sooo loving like we used to be the last 2 years ?!

I just don't understand )';

I knew I started all the fights & now I wanna end it & OVER !

I just gotta leave . I'm sorry )';

Yesterday , after chatting & texting , I cried .

I cried silently , no one knows )';

Now , I'm typing this I feel like wanna cry again .

I'm breathless now & idk what to do nor say .

I cried because remembering of the past .

The day 21 June 2006 ? Where has it gone to ? Down the drain ? )';

OMG ! ~

I'm feeling too sad right now )';

You'll know how I feel , I bet you're feeling the same way right ?

You said you wanna forget everything about us & ME .

I'm fine with it , same goes to me here .

But please don't leave your adeq angkat which is my Bestfriend .

Please , my last favour !

You can totally forget about me but please don't leave your adeq angkat .

You guys know each other well .

Not me , better I leave y'all .

It's for the best .

YES ME ! I'LL LEAVE !

GOODBYE TO Y'ALL )';

p/s ; saat terakhir ku dengan mu )';

2009-06-15T22:16:00.002+08:00

Ayyee Hello ~

Today nothing much .

Won't elaborate more , wanna talk about yesterday night .

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Yesterday , Yasser , Ilaaa , Boyot , Zulianah & Me were in the same convo

& we were like very " kecohrable "

Yasser said " ehh kite dari deflicate , jadi " kecohrable " pe ?

Hahahahahaha ! Kekek ahh you guys , like seriously ((:

We wanted to upload this movie but some of us lazy to download & asked Yasser to send me .

Yasser said " ehh this should about 2 hours tao "

Huh ? Likw what the ?! Lame nye .

Boleh tdo indeed .

& yes yadayadayada I tired already & said I wanna zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz kejap .

Hahahhahahah & they gave me only 30 mins to sleep ? Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs !

Okay fyne , 30 min pon jadi lahh ye .

I want to sleep & I was blank .

When I woke up , the laptop had been switch off already .

HUH ?! dah pagi per ? Mams !

YANA TDO MATI !

& the rest pon dah offline .

Hahahahahah ! I was too tired ahh .

Lol ! sorry guys (: *peace*

HAHAHAHAHAH ! ~

p/s ; YANA TDO MATI SIAAA .

2009-06-14T21:22:00.007+08:00

Well yesterday woke up at a round 11 + I guess .

I've been waking up late this few days , I think too tired ahh ehh .

Then plan to follow Aunty Imah go watch Kuda Kepang .

Was soooo looking forward to it (:

Yana suke ~ this gut bawah nie (: He's so cute ahh .

*crush* je horr

This picture was taken before we went off .

We were soooo bored that we took snaps of our crazy self !

Lol ~

That's for yesterday . Today when I woke up I heard like " gong " sound .

& I was like " Eh ade kuda kepang ehh ? "

I quickly mandi & stuff .

Go down , see whether its true ? Otw walking , I saw Farah (:

& I waved at her lorr ^^

Then proceed & saw the kuda kepang group .

I quickly go up & tell others got kuda kepang larr .

Yada-yada-yada ~

All go down watch kuda kepang till late afternoon .

Okay ahh , but yesterday's better lorr .

Cause got someone I crush ^^ *wink*

Tak melebih ahh , crush je .

Okay ahh , sampai sini aje ehh .

Penat ooii .

Bye ^^

2009-06-11T16:46:00.013+08:00

Today woke up at 11 horr :D

Mandi , eat & stuff . Then mummy asked me to follow go Lot .

Then I tagged lorr .

Firstly I ajak mummy go in Cotton On , actually we didn't wanna buy .

But when we see that all the baju was so cute + nice + cheap .

We just picked what we like & pay for it .

Well , below is blouse which is at 2 for $20 . Cheap right ? This is 2 for $20 .

3 colours offered .

When you purchase anything at Cotton On ,
You'll get this Slippers at $5 only , cheap though .
I like , pink colour somemore :D
They offered many colours too ~

This is ladies boxers ,
bought it at 3 for $30 .
We do wear boxers ~

In total , we spent about $70 in Cotton On .
Hahahs .

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The day before yesterday was crazy , the pictures below will tell you everything .
Just take a look at those pictures , the kids were super FUNNY .
Rolling please ~

Isn't that funny , HAHAHAS .

I laughed my ass out seeing those pictures . LOL !

Sampai sini saje larr .

Bye ~

p/s ; Voguelicious♥♥♥

2009-06-10T21:04:00.003+08:00

Hello ~

Today was superb ! Went out with Diana , Tina & Fyza .

Went to find work , for the 4 of us :D

Hahah ! It was really funny , ++ enjoying .

Firstly went to find work at Jurong Point ,

At Swensens , Tina & Fyza went in & asked .

But Me & Diana dont , we're not sooo interested in F&B .

So we did not really apply for it .

While Tina & Fyza have their interview , me & Diana went to other shops .

& We saw these hot guy :D

Hahah okay skip ~

Walk3 , all say they will give us a call , so pathetic .

Then decided to trained to Causeway Point .

Go to Arcade , ask for job .

Still the same , they will call .

Ohhh god ~

Sooo freak ahh .

Most of the shop need Female / chinese .

WTH ?! Chinese je ?

Nak mams gaknye .

Ohh yar , I met KhaiCine . Awwwww ~

Talk2 & I asked him about work .

He say anything he will call me .

Ohhh miss him lorrr ! ~

Again trained to Lot 1 ,

Want to try at Pastamania , no vacancy !

Again !

Then I gave up , went in to Cotton On .

Tina bought sort of Cardigan while me & Fyza bought shirt .

Me & Fyza was so kecoh ~ The baju all serak because of us .

Search for our sizes & it was all so messed up ! Hahah kecoh ahh kite ehh Fyza . Hahah !

We picked the baju then leave the place & went to pay with Tina .

& We kept on laughing .

After that , go Polar , Fyza wanna buy some puffs for her small brother .

Blablabla , bused home .

Okay sampai sini aje , Im feeling tired .

2009-06-08T21:04:00.011+08:00

Well , let's start from here , the birthday cake .

Mummy & Papa bought the cake while I'm at home .

Before cutting the cake , as usual sing song & make a wish (:

What I wish for ehh ? Secret ahh .

Awwww seriously , I ♥ Them
They made surprises for me seh , serious I'm speechless that time , only Gods know .

Deflicate[s] ♥ them too much & no one can ever replace them in Me !
They made my day <3
Freak out & I'm supersuper happy !

My beloved Family ♥
^-^
Thank you for everything , I ♥ you guys lorr .

Ahhh favourite part , Presents ?
Haha got present from Ilaaa (:
I ♥ You Bestfriend ! ~

Yang ini pon my Bestfriend ~
Presents from her , beloved sister .
Sayang kamu ! ~

This is the present from Dearest Bestfriend [ Ilaaa ]
Gambar-gambar memories kite (:
I miss those time , serious ^^

Presents from Dearest Bestfriend [ Diana ]
Yang paling tue diantare Deflicate ,
& kasi present pon paling besar horr , haha .
See what's inside , its below .
It's like a small drawer to keep all my teeny weeny things .
Super cute ~

Thanks for everything Deflicate[s]
I swear I ♥ you guys .
For all the pengorbanan & making today free ,
just to celebrate my birthday together .
Seriously at first , I didn't know that they're coming .
I went down to teman adeqadeq main playground , & I decided to buy drinks ahh
as I'm feeling too thristy ^^
So I went kedai . Nothing happen .
When I go back to playground , Nabila told me " Kak , tadi kak nye friend2 dtg lar "
I was like " HUH ?! "
Cause they never told me anything , so I just ignored .
Ahh then , IlaaaBf called me " Yana , u online can ? I wanna talk about something ahh ,urgent "
I say " Ade ape ? Im downstairs ahh , main playground , malas ahh nak naik"
Ilaaa " Alah serious Urgent "
I say " Ahhh okay lahh "

When I reached rumah , I saw some sandals which seems like macam pernah nampak je .
Lol ! I open the door , Wahhh sume sing song to me .
I was soooooo paisehh lahh seh pasal I'm masai that time & I didn't knew that they're coming .
Hahahah ! Such a surprise (:
I took my bath & talk with them all , happy moments together .
It's such a good gathering since long time never meet them .
DEFLICATE ohh DEFLICATE ! !
Yana sayang korang <33

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs ~ Okay I'm tired .
Anything just tagged me ayyee ?
I ♥ Today ~

p/s ; Voguelicious♥

2009-06-08T17:10:00.005+08:00

Levi's watch <3

This is from mummy's friend nye daughters , two of them <3
They're soo Adorable !
Give me present pulak , adeqadeq give kakak present , kan comel tu ^^

Cotton On Body - Thongs ~
Lol v funny ~
But the colour nice ehh .
Nice price at $5 jee .
Go & grab it ! Faster , while stock last yeah .

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You wanna know something ? Is this for real ?!
I have the same birthday as Izzy [ voguelicious ]
Jia's favourite <3>
That means I know 2 person that have the same birthday as me .
1) Toto [ cdss schoolmate ]
2) Izzy [ voguelicious ]
Isn't that cool ? & Can I know when is Isaac's birthday ?
Lol random -.-
*winks*

Okayokay , sampai sini saje .
Nanti update lagi ehh .
Bye

p/s ; Voguelicious♥♥♥

2009-06-07T15:39:00.003+08:00

` Hello
Today's post is about this guy right here ->
Pipi Pipott <3
Gahhhhs ~
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Pipi
Happy birthday to you ! (:

This guy everytime bully me & called me "pendek"
Jahat kankankan ? :D
Hahahas !
Then at 12am i text him to wish him , he said " ehh2 , budak tu besok ahh bdae "
Me ; Hahah kau tu , nari seh bdae ! (: Lol ~
Pipi ; Haha yeah ! Aku lagi tue dari kau ! Gahaas .
Me ; Eleh , one day diff je pe =P
Pipi ; Ewah ! One day diff tetap aku lagi tinggi dari kau . I mean tinggi giler ahh .
Me ; Ehh2 , kuang asam betol ! Hahah !
Tak ke kuang asam tol die nie , mentang2 lahh die dah tinggi sekarang .
Hahaha ! Kekek ahh bebual ngan die .
Birthday boy nie ~

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Tomorrow gonna be my turn <3
8 june baby !
Lol ~

p/s ; Voguelicious gerek ^^
I love them ♥♥♥

2009-06-06T12:31:00.002+08:00

Personality traits by birth month , JUNE <3

Thinks far with vision

Easily influenced by kindness

Polite and soft-spoken

Having lots of ideas

Sensitive

Active mind

Hesitating

Tends to delay

Choosy and always wants the best

Temperamental

Funny and humorous

Loves to joke

Good debating skills

Talkative

Daydreamer

Friendly

Knows how to make friends

Abiding

Able to show character

Easily hurt

Prone to getting colds

Loves to dress up

Takes time to recover when hurt

Brand conscious

Executive Stubborn

Those who loves me are enemies

♥♥♥

2009-06-05T19:47:00.002+08:00

Someone made my day <3

Hahahahs ! Wanna know who ?

Lol ~ ~ Teka ahh sendiri .

Kayy skip !

Today , nothing much .

Normal routine , rot at home .

Laptop all the way ~

Bored =.= till someone chatted with me & say " u're sweet looking hor "

Hahahah isn't it cute ? (:

Its Dani lahh , aiyooooooo ~ ~ ~

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Today is Yasser's birthday <3

Have fun dear friend of mine , who used to bully me in MT class every single lesson .

With that Mr Gala [ Rio ] , BFku punye Exx kesayangan ! Lol random .

Then 2 more days to Pipi nye birthday , the tall boy .

Suke sangat panggel aku pendek , hahaha jahat ehh pipi !

Aku tau lahh aku nie pendek & kau dah grow tinggi . Jangan lahh panggel aku pendek je .

My heart small you know ): heeeeeeees ~

After pipi's birthday gonna be mine - 8 of june .

Wahhhh sehh . Soo fast ehh . Cepat tue lerr aku .

When chalet confirm also idk yet , have to ask mummy kayy people .

Pape i update you guys je . Alrights ? (:

Okayokay lahh , gtg for now .

Jalan dulu ayyee
♥♥♥

2009-06-04T19:08:00.002+08:00

Today is 4th of june , that's 4 more days to my birthday (:

Happy lar kan , sweet seventeen ^^

It's not the matter of seventeen or what as long get to celebrate with family , its nice . Thats all I'm happy about (((:

Glad to hear that our family is getting better , & most of all , we won't seperate !

Isn't that good ? Like it's so nice to have Rosyam forever , he's so cute ((: !

Months later , we're going to shift house .

Mansionate maybe ? Hahah ! Gerek lerr dengar mummy give opinion want to stay at mansion .

Macam real je mummy ? If real pon okay jugak . Hahaha .

I'm super happy happy happy <3

Because of the family & everything .

I ♥ you guys lar ((:

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As for today , bring adeqadeq to Cck swimming since they want to swim so much .

Mummy & Papa too ~

They swam for about 3 hours , we just sit there & watched them .

Like budak bodoh , hahahah . Nvm , cute what see adeqadeq swim kan ?

Heeeessss ~

At 6 , packed up & singgah Lot .

Buy McFlurry X 5 .

Then straight away bused home .

Till here then .

Bye .

I love it !

2009-06-03T22:29:00.002+08:00

Ayye , I'm not gonna talk much about today .

I'm just pissed off by Syuk !

Which is my own Boyfriend ! WTF ?!

Don't ask me anything , I won't tell .

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Today , had a great day with family .

Went out & have dinner again .

WOW ! Superb .

& enjoying the new computer .

HAHAS .

Watch tv together & all .

But I felt sad suddenly cause of problems coming in my mind .

Haiz .

I can't talk more now .

Its hurts !

2009-06-02T23:52:00.002+08:00

I HATE YOU !

I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW !

WHY YOU CALL ME NAMES ?! JUST THROW IT TO ME & SAY YOU WANNA BREAKUP .

SIMPLE KAN !

IM HAVING ALOT OF PROBLEMS ,

WHY DO YOU KEEP ADDING PROBLEMS IN MY LIFE AHHHHHHHHHH ~ ~ ~

ITS SUCKS , MANN . IT SURE IS !

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I HATE IT TO BE THIS WAY !

2009-06-02T13:55:00.002+08:00

Hieee ~ ~ ~

Whoaaaa I'm damn tired .

Hahaha ! Just got home , from downstairs play with the kids .

Phew -.-

Aunty Rahimah came & brought her daughters too .

The kids play together , cute siaaaa . Kecoh dibuatnye .

Yana kan penat tengokkan dorg main . Hahahs (:

Play at Tower with 2 scooters & bikes .

One by One slide down the Tower . HAHAHAHAH ! Tengok macam nak main sekali ayyyee .

Lol ! Kids are sooo cute ^^

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Now Im feeling HOTHOTHEAT seh !

Panas larr main kat bawah , pening kepale jap .

The fan is now facing me all the way . I conquer the kipas all by myself horr .

Hahahah !

& now tagging , friendstering & blogging .

Later , maybe makan .

The kids still playing , now in the house .

Kan sedap sikit , main dalam rumah . Tak larr panas .

Gtg for now , maybe later I'll update again (:

Toodles for now ^^

2009-06-01T16:19:00.004+08:00

Kris Allen

Okayy Hello (:

Just change my blog song , Ohhh his song .

Try listening to it , its veryveryvery meaningful .

He dedicate this song to his lovely wife . Sweet kan American Idol nie .

His wife is soooo Lucky seh got this kind of husband . Aiyooo .

Hahahah !

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Just now , chatted with Farahleez . She's bored & same goes to me .

We chatted then suddenly she has to offline . Ohh nvm Farah we can chat other time right .

Well today is O Level MT language paper .

Good luck to all O level takers , especially my bestfriend (:

MT pe , you can , Bestfriend ! Lol ~ ~

Okay larr , I'm super bored .

I want to EAT now *winks*

Bye loves ♥♥♥

2009-05-31T22:06:00.003+08:00

Okayy Hello ~

Today went to help mummy jualan at Teck Whye .

Woke up at 6++ , get ready & off to Teck Whye .

Business was NOT good as before , ohhhh god .

I hate today . Fuck ! /:

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Sekarang my pakcik & makcik come our house .

Get along well , talk about lifes , school & etc .......

Kayy skip .

& nownownow , watching Incredible Tales . Fuuuhhhh ~

But this episode not scary larr , watch before ape .

Cakap pasal scary not scary ,

Nie Inia make me scared err , about the D'Kranji thingy .

She said she have been there before & that place was scary to sleep ?

Like Whattt ?! Kau buat aku takot siaaa Inia /:

Takpe I'll see how it goes , bukannye confirm pon go Kranji . Heeees ~

Psssstttt !

You know what ? My birthday is just in a week's time *winks*

Happy larr kan ((:

I want to go for the outing with Bestfriend & others . Hmm .

Ahhhkayy , gtg for now -.-

2009-05-30T16:07:00.003+08:00

This is D'Kranji Farm Resort :D

One of the resorts larr .

How ? Nice ? Great ? Fun ?

Many place to go ? Here & there signboard .
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Maybe this is the place where I'm gonna go for my birthday chalet .
Its quite cheap though , that's why mummy don't want to waste alot of money about chalet .
As long , we have fun during the chalet on my birthday sudah (:
Its a resort anyway , not a ordinary chalet .
No need to BBQ here , BBQ there , veryvery leceh like that .
So this resort will supply us food , great ? :D
Cam gerek gytu ehh ? Lol ~

Well , see how it goes .
If its confirm , I'll invite my friends ayyee , for sure ^_^
Gtg for now .
♥♥♥

2009-05-29T19:46:00.005+08:00

Lol ~ How about that ?

I'm short right , 160cm . Y'know ?

But I guess it still look short .

Hahahah ! Nvm , friends say shortshort still cute what .

Ahhhh you see , my friend did say that (:

Love you err friends

Well today , my adeqadeq half day school .

Got party at their own class , super gerek I see ^^

As for Nabila , one of her classmate's birthday so they celebrated together as a class , soo cute larrr .

Eat cake all , play games & etc ....

As for Rosyam , all of them seems to be quiet , hahs .

Idk whyy , tapi cute see them eat here , eat there .

Party larr kan . Super gerek .

Teringat zamanzaman yana maseh K1 K2 gytu . Hee ~

Ahhhh then , I planning to book a chalet for my birthday which is on 8 june . Any suggestion ? Anything tag me at those tagboards ayyee (:

Not confirm ayyee , I just need suggestion kayy .

Okay , anything tagged please♥

I miss alot of people !

2009-05-29T00:05:00.003+08:00

Hello , currently the time is 12.04am , 29 may 2009 .

&& still I can't sleep .

Me & Jiaaa lom sleep , the rest dah sleep horr .

Yayy ~ ! I help mummy to edit her picture[s] .

Hahahah ~ Mummy suke sekali gambar nye di-edit .

Cute kankankan ? :D

Weyy , yana nye birthday nak dekat tawu .

8 June ooii ♥

Haiyaaa , sapesape mau kasi yana presents ?

Hahah tak tawu malu err yana nieee . Lol skip ~

Btw , I'm hoping to go out on 6june , makan at sakura .

With secondary school friends .

But not yet confirm , sorry guys .

I hope I can cause its a advance birthday outing for me (:

I'll update you guys if I can make it kayy ?

Takecare lovers ^^

2009-05-28T19:12:00.002+08:00

Okayy , let's talk about today .
Today as per normal after sending adeqadeq to school , we go somewhere else .
We headed to yishun to change Jiaaa's hp which is rosak .
Lol ~ !
Then she change new hp & after that we have our lunch .
That time i was very Grrrrrrrrrrrr ~ ! Ahahah !
Mummy order which is my favourite , Nasi Ayam Black Pepper .
Fuhhhh ~ So sedapp larr .
Hahahaha , after lunch .
Went to visit obek at obek's place larr of course .
Then blablabla , take adeqadeq at 5pm .
Head straight back to home ~ ~ ~

Home Sweet Home ~
Okayy , I've nothing to say now .
Bye ♥♥♥

2009-05-27T20:09:00.007+08:00

This was taken on 9 may , only some of ♥deflicate's can make it for the outing (:

We have BIGBIGBIG eyes , correct ? My beloved small brother♥

` Fyanabel pictures lorr♥

Today , was such a boring day -.-

Know why ? Hah , because I'm super masai lorr .

Haiyah .

HAHAH ~ taknak elaborate more about today , only jiaaa knows .

So its being quite long kan that I never online [msn] because kan due to laptop err .

Laptop niee ade hal siket , then go repair .

Now then can use & I'll try to update everyday .

But tak promise ayyee , haha (:

I will just upload some pictures that I took few days past above kayy ?

2009-05-23T00:06:00.003+08:00

1 ) Besides lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss.?
~ Where do you want huh ? haha!
2) How do you feel when you wake up in this morning?
~ Feel nothing?
3) Who was the last person you took photo with.?
~ Err, ive long time never take photo already, serious.
4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled.?
~ Nenek kau bodoh spoiled , bukan aku! haha.
5) Would you ever donate blood.?
~ Er i dont know , what do you think?
6) Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex.?
~ I think i have, why? haha. Asal nak sebok?
7) Do you want someone dead.?
~Dead? You die first lah , i tanam you kay? Bestbest.
8) What does the last message say?
~ From Sayang ; "sory ganggu....thanks(:..."
9) What are you thinking right now.?
~ Thinking why you're so banyak soal? :D
10) Do you wish someone with you right now.?
~ Yes, my mummy !
11) What time you went to bed last night.?
~ Tak tawu err , tak sadar ..
12) Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now.?
~ Teck Whye err , asal ni seboksebok tanye je?
13) Is someone in your mind.?
~ Yes, my mother of course.
14) Who was the last person who texted you.?
~ Argh, banyak soal err .
15) 10 people tagged to do this quiz.
~ 1.Sape
2. Sape
3. Nak
4. Buat
5. Ini
6. Bende
7. Merepek
8. Dipersilekan
9. Buat
10. Sendiri
16) Who is 2 having relationship with.?
~ Huh , sape ?
17) Is 3 male or female.?
~ I dont know .
18) If 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing.?
~ I dont know .
19) What is 1 studying about.?
~ Studying about Sape is Sape , okay lame .
20) When was the last time you had a chat with 5.?
~ Tak tawu , aku tak jage tepi kayen dier .
21)Is 4 single.?
~ Tanye nenek moyang kau , dier tawu sape .
22) Say something about 2
~ Sape is Sape , pffft -___-
23) What do you think about 3 & 6 being together.?
~Entah , what do you think ?
24) Describe 9.
~ Entah , I dont know , No idea , Tak tawu .
25) What will you do if 6 and 7 fight.?
~ Let them lor .
26) Do you like 8.?
~Yes , because its my number seh , my birthday .

Okay JiaSuperstar , done with the super banyak soal quiz (:

2009-05-16T22:59:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooooooo ~

Okayokay, im updating okay. Because someone just complained ! HAHA , kidding. Actually, i dont have the idea of what to post about because everyday is the same thing for me, ya know. If i keep on updating the same thing, you readers might get bored isnt it? Okay cut it out lar kay.

Currently im at my aunty's crib, will be sleeping over for a night. Father's went to work and go 'rewang' straight afterwards. Then, no one will be at home so we came here lar. Pity brother of mine. Hes on his homeleave and now hes at home alone by himself. Haha. Many creepy things happening at home nowadays. The lastest news was Jia who told me she heard someone like crying or something. It happened at about 7am or 8am like that lar. Weird right? Weird things happened in the day. Actually i heard it too, but nevermind err. If i kept thinking of it, it even makes me more scared errr. So just shhh je kay? HAHA.

Errr i guess thats enough about today kay.
Will update some other time if im lazy or if theres any issues to talk about.
Bye !

2009-05-13T14:04:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooooooooooo babies !

Sorry for not updating for sucha long time . I just dont have the mood to update actually , and i dont know why . Oh yeah , wanna know something ? Ive patch back with my one and only SyukSepet on 8th May . But we dont wanna waste our 2 years plus , so we continue our halfway lovestory journey . I think we're meant to be together , cannot be separated isnt it ? HAHAHAHA ! Perasan lebeh ahh Fyanabel . But its true kan people ? Kalau dah jodoh , takkan ke mane . HUAKHUAKHUAK !

Sorry lahhhh , Fyanabel terlalu excited sampai perasan sendiri , heeeeeeeeee !
SyukSepet <3 , Never Be Replaced !
210606 till the end of time ....
YYYYYY

2009-05-04T22:35:00.004+08:00

Hellooooooooooooooooo ~

Tadi I dapat meeet bf ! Yaaaaaa ~ Sukeeeee banget ((:
Jalan2 here & there , sit , talk3 as usual about schools and of course ade jokes to laugh about lah kan . Haha , then at 4 we go makan , Kecohhh err ilaaaahtong tuuu . Tak kenal ? Alaaaa , my kecoh bestfriend tuu laaaah , kenal kan ? HAHAHAH ! ~

Going home , ilah bestfriend nak take picture , soooo kite take larr . Seriously , i look fat sia in the picture macam bukan i gitu . Sumpah tak bedek . But i malas to upload here err , no mood to transfer here to lappy . HAHA ! Lazybum kankankan ? Haha , i know . Tak yah bilang , hehe ! Maybe tomorrow kay ? (: Till here then . Misss y'all .

, BYE .

2009-05-01T21:53:00.002+08:00

Fyanabel Tiredddd ~ ~ ~

Okayy, first at 6am in the morning , mummy wake me up .
Fyana ketawe2 sendiri , aku gyler siaaa , haha !
Then I go mandi , then blablabla .
At 7.30 , go out .
Take cab go gombak .
Set up everything & at 8 something , done ~

Blablabla , go buy breakfast .
Makan lar , ape lagi kan ? Haha .
Then terjumpe AdkSri , haha .
Die ckp "Aik ? Potong rambot agik ? "
Hahaha ~
& Yeah , i cut hair , really short .
Aku rimass err rambot panjang -.-
But this hair still look nice to me ((:

Btw , Abg's friend nak kenal2 , I malas nak layan .
Cam layan , tak layan . Heeeee !
Aku malas lar all this fucking shit !!
Single & Happy ! Get it ?! ((:

Okayy , till here then ,
Fyanabel penat , nak tgk Congkak err .
^^Bye ^_^

2009-04-29T22:28:00.002+08:00

Weyy ,

Just got back from mummy's shop ,
& I'm tired -.-
Yesterday , meet bf , yeah ~ !
Not meet actually , she come to mummy's shop with adeq sri ,
just to meet me ^_^
Ahahahaha sweeet kan bf aku ? (:

Fyana T I R E D , o.0 ......
I wanna sleeep ~

p/s ; just watching you fall

2009-04-27T21:37:00.002+08:00

Okayy ~ ~

F i r s t l y ,
Im veryyyyy tired cause' just got back from mummy's kedai -.-
Its funnn ~
Now , its located at Bukit Gombak near taxi stand .
Kay ?

S e c o n d l y ,
Just now before go to mummy's kedai ,
Meet zyemah at bishan , she wanna accompany me go Bishan ITE .
Still no vacancies , its all full . Lol ~ ~
Nvm , wait till next year larr , wth ?!

T h i r d l y ,
I'm going off now , tired err ,
Nak sleep ~ (:
Lol ~ ~ ~

p/s ; Miss y'all ((:

2009-04-26T16:16:00.002+08:00

I'm back , I'm back . I'm back ~ ~ ~
At 7am in the morning , I've landed safely in singapore .
& now I'm totally tired .
In the plane , I couldn't sleep well cause' the plane kan was like shaking .
Haha , I guess the weather not so good back then .
Then I just close my eyes & sleep cause' scared seh the plane shaking-shaking gytu .
Fuhhhhhh ~
Reach Singapore , texted all my friends , said that I've reached Singapore .
& was like wahhhh ~ ((:
All welcome me back . Haha cute siaa they all ^^

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Now , I miss Maldives ):
I don't know whyy but I totally miss it .
The scenery there , the foods , the apartment where I stayed for few days .
Really enjoyed it , & I wish to go there again next time ehk -.-
; Goodbye Maldives ^^

2009-04-25T14:28:00.002+08:00

Fyanabel tak sabar nak balek -.-
Haha ~ !
But kinda sad u know , cause' dah lame jgk stay here .
& now nak kene balek Singapore ?
Hmm *sobsob*

Takpe , aniway , I miss my hometown .
Singapura ~ ~ ~ ~
^_^

Okayy , chaoo for now ,
nak pack things err (:
Charlooooo ^^

*Singapore , I'll be back*
^_^

2009-04-24T13:27:00.005+08:00

Hey Monday - 6 months

You're the direction I follow
To get home
When I feel like I can't go on
You tell me to go

And it's like I can't feel a thing
Without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
Cause you have that affect on me
You do

Everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss
As much as I hate missing you

Months going strong now
And no goodbye
Unconditional, unoriginal
Always by my side

Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me
I love you Harder so

Everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss
As much as I hate missing you

So please give me your hands
So please give me a lesson on how to steal
Steal a heart as fast as you stole mine
As you stole mine, yeah

Oh and everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight
But i'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss
As much as I hate missing you

So please give me your hands
So please just take my hand

2009-04-23T16:39:00.002+08:00

Hello ~ !
I've 3 days to go , happy + sad cause' this place have been great to me ((:
& now I've to leave -.-
The scenery , fulamak ~ ! :D
Gonna miss this place err , ohh sad sia yana ));

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Deflicate babies ;

^_^ yana akan pulang in 3 days time .
Rynduu tak ? Lol ~
Yana miss korg weyy .
Tehee^^V

*countdown* ((:

2009-04-22T16:12:00.002+08:00

COUNTDOWN , 4 more days to balek singapore weyy ((:
Fyanabel sukeee ~ !

*countdown kayy guys*

2009-04-21T20:55:00.005+08:00

This is in the afternoon , cooling kan ? Nice tao if you're trying to ease your mind like what I'm doing & be here right now [-.-]

This is what it looks like when its starting to dark [sunset] nice kan ? So the relaxing -.-

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Today , I've nothing much to say as today is the 21st
A special date for me , In my life ~ !
Errgghh -.- & So I won't elaborate more here .

*Missing You*

2009-04-20T22:53:00.002+08:00

Ohh my godd ~ !
Finish chatting with one of my ex pri sch mate ,
He don't know me , haha ~ !

★ЈοЊййY★ says:
erm.
hello
* fчαиαbel * says:
hello?
ehh !
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
yeap
what class are frm?
* fчαиαbel * says:
haha ex grps
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
ler
* fчαиαbel * says:
6hope
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
u also
erm.
ingt ar.
* fчαиαbel * says:
u ?
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
6 courage
* fчαиαbel * says:
ehk ? takpe larr .
u know hafizah?
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
yg pendek ehk?
* fчαиαbel * says:
yerp
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
yar
y?
i cant remember you
* fчαиαbel * says:
she same sec sch with me
now she ite bishan
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
urself?
* fчαиαbel * says:
kkk wait ,
u know aishah tinggi2 ?
siti nuraishah?
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
maner satu?
erm.
tinggal bangkit?
* fчαиαbel * says:
ah2 .
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
* fчαиαbel * says:
me & her same face
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
my secondary classmate
* fчαиαbel * says:
org panggil kite twin
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
yer ker.
* fчαиαbel * says:
ah2 .
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
grrrr.
ingt
i think i must meet u up kot
* fчαиαbel * says:
k larr nvm . tak ingt takpe
haha (:
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
hmm
mana tinggal?
* fчαиαbel * says:
cck dehh .
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
k
erm
sbelah maner?
* fчαиαbel * says:
ave 4 .
but now im not in spore
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
blk 400+??
ler
* fчαиαbel * says:
yerp .
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
n?
* fчαиαbel * says:
im at maldives ~
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
btul ke ni??
* fчαиαbel * says:
yes ~ !
uat pe nak bedek
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
maner la tau
ler
* fчαиαbel * says:
haha
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
erm.
schling?
* fчαиαbel * says:
nope
wait for ite tak dpt jer
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
ler
* fчαиαbel * says:
so mum advise me to take private course
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
apply jek
private course?
what type of course?
* fчαиαbel * says:
dah 3 times tak dpt jgk , how?
any private larr , idk my mom .
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
u applied what course?
recently?
* fчαиαbel * says:
ehm , first i apply tourism
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
what is ur grades?
ler
* fчαиαbel * says:
then 2 , office
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
what is ur full name?
* fчαиαbel * says:
Fauzianah
haha full name seh
Fauzianah Bte Fowzi
class mdm Jannah
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
ler
erm.
i have nvr seen u
* fчαиαbel * says:
haha takpe larr .
forget it
but imma ex grps , seriously
(:
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
btul?
grrr.
erm.
* fчαиαbel * says:
yes
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
ur classsmate
erm
ader saper?
grps?
* fчαиαbel * says:
zhielawati knal?
hanisah, maliyanah
aishah
???
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
zhielawati i know
aishah
hanisah tak tau
maliyanah tak tau
* fчαиαbel * says:
i quite rapat with zhiela also
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
* fчαиαbel * says:
haha .
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
zheila fajar sec kan?
* fчαиαbel * says:
yes
now dah graduate er
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
* fчαиαbel * says:
still dk me ?
haha lol ~
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
* fчαиαbel * says:
haha
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
blom nmpk muka ar
* fчαиαbel * says:
tagged tak npk?
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
* fчαиαbel * says:
haha
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
check ar
* fчαиαbel * says:
tehee^^
nvm larr
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
* fчαиαbel * says:
last time i was quite shy lar gaknye sampai u dk me
but i know u .
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
how come u know me?
* fчαиαbel * says:
u last time blue house kan
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
u have been watching me?
* fчαиαbel * says:
see ur face tau
No larrr !
haha
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
grrrr
ur head
how come u noe me?
* fчαиαbel * says:
haha , psl pernah npk lar at pri sch
check2 pat tagged
cam pernah npk jer nie shahrizal
lol ~
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
serious?
erm
* fчαиαbel * says:
yerp
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
hope to meet u sn
i wanna see ur face
* fчαиαbel * says:
yerp !
see u know me tak
haha !
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
* fчαиαbel * says:
cause' i rmbr u blue house kan PE?
u tall2 ?
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
im very fair
* fчαиαbel * says:
there u seee !
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
* fчαиαbel * says:
i know !
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
but da gelap sikit
* fчαиαbel * says:
haha nvm larr gelap
lol !
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
but i still lks like chinese kan?
* fчαиαbel * says:
YESSSS !
HAHA ~
★ЈοЊййY★ says:

* fчαиαbel * says:
sukeee
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
of coz
hhaahh
* fчαиαbel * says:
haiz , asl lar u dk me ehk
pelik err
i everyday come sch u know
tak pernah cabot
haha
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
boleh percaya ker?
* fчαиαbel * says:
what ? me grps?
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
primary schl u observe me ehk?
* fчαиαbel * says:
of course !
takde lar
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
or any of ur classmates talking abt me ehk?
* fчαиαbel * says:
terpandang .
nope.
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
terpandang??
hmm
* fчαиαbel * says:
yeah
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
der impression ker?
* fчαиαbel * says:
ur class kan slalu kt hujung hall
impression ?
like what ?? (: haha
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
entah
* fчαиαbel * says:
haha funny sia u .
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
funny?
hmm
* fчαиαbel * says:
yerp
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
ehk?
* fчαиαbel * says:
haha .
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
funny like?
* fчαиαbel * says:
kkk stop
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
orng tanyer?
* fчαиαbel * says:
what?
ohhh
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
ohh lagik
* fчαиαbel * says:
funny cause' i ask impression like what
u say entah ...
haha .
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
ler
kk
btw
* fчαиαbel * says:
yes ??
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
i gtg sia
pnt
* fчαиαbel * says:
okayy .
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
bes schling
* fчαиαbel * says:
^^Bye
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
wanna keep in contact?
* fчαиαbel * says:
yes of course
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
--------
* fчαиαbel * says:
wait jap
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
text me when u r at singapore
* fчαиαbel * says:
okayy fren (:
★ЈοЊййY★ says:
can?
* fчαиαbel * says:
okayyy sure (:

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2009-04-20T16:28:00.015+08:00

Okayy , we start here at the ice cream shop ,

& Mummy tak sabar tunggu ice cream ^_^

SEE THIS ?! Wooooooaaaahhhh ~ !

Yummy ~ ! Fyanabel makan ice cream paling tinggi seh ((:

Eeeessshhh , sampai abis makan ~ Lol ^_^

See , the ikan Tongkol , Fuyohh ~ !

We inside the water . Cheyy , cam paham ~ !

Lawa kan the boat ?? Hehs ~

&& Last of all , The Maldives flag .

P/S ; Please respect (:

There I gooo , pictures dah upload , dah puas ? HAHAHAHA ~ ! ^_^

Nak lagi tak ? Hehs ((:

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2009-04-20T16:11:00.002+08:00

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ~ !
I hate it siaa !
Smlm ade satu jantan keparat nie chat && then i asked who is it named shasha larr kan ,
then i asked again " Shasha mane siakk ? " He/She cakap " nak tau , webcam ahh . "
Ehh siall betoll , aku dah malas nak webcam .
Then aku webcam err , skali die tunjuk aku kunekk die sialll ! Sucha FREAK !!
Geramm siaa aku !!
Jiaaaa & Afan tak stop ketawekan aku . Ergg !
Hm k lah , sampai sini jer story nye .

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I'll post the pictures later ~ !

2009-04-19T13:50:00.002+08:00

Done with uploading the pictures ~~~~~~~~~~

Nice kan tha scenery ? Like I told you guys ^_^

K larr , I'll take more pictures okayy ?

^^Bye .

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2009-04-18T23:38:00.001+08:00

Just finish chatting with Reensayang ;

- fчαиαbel - says:
Reen !
mane ilang ?
azreen. says:
eyyy! ilang ke? hahahah
- fчαиαbel - says:
iyer
azreen. says:
tkde lah, masey kat sini oke!
haha
- fчαиαbel - says:
haha (:
azreen. says:
how are yoou?
- fчαиαbel - says:
im goood .
you ?
azreen. says:
okay laah
skg skola tk?
- fчαиαbel - says:
hows poly life ?
yana ? maseh lom .
azreen. says:
poly, emmm, ok laah
relaxing.
- fчαиαbel - says:
ohh okayy
azreen. says:
yeaaaaps! then skg yana buat ape?
- fчαиαbel - says:
helping my mom business
now yana not in singapore
azreen. says:
REALLY?
KAT NE?!
- fчαиαbel - says:
yerp ,
at maldives
azreen. says:
kat mane tu?
- fчαиαbel - says:
dekat2 ngn dubai , india
azreen. says:
woaaaahh! jauh tu
ade ape kat sane?
- fчαиαbel - says:
yeah
my mom business
she take stocks here
azreen. says:
fooo! best!
then kat sane kul brape?
- fчαиαbel - says:
haha !
here 8.30 , singapore 11.30
3 hours jauh
azreen. says:
cool ahh. dah bape lame yana kat sane?
- fчαиαbel - says:
last wed 15/o4 i depart ,
latest sunday 26/04 i'll be back .
or maybe earlier .
see how it goes here
azreen. says:
ohh, i see. only you and your mum?
- fчαиαbel - says:
yerp
azreen. says:
i see. have a safe trip back oke?
- fчαиαbel - says:
ok larr , i gtg
okayy , insyallah
((:
azreen. says:
take care
- fчαиαbel - says:
u too ~
azreen. says:
good night!
- fчαиαbel - says:
night ^^

Haha ! I miss her .

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2009-04-18T16:40:00.003+08:00

Second post for the day .

This post is dedicated to JiaSuperstar ;

Yayyy ~
Finally , my adeq , Jia attached . Lol ! :D
Lastlong kayy Jiaaaa , hehs !
I'm happy for you , tapi lau die jahat , kak jotos die okayy ?
Hahahaha ^^ takecare , && tell me more once I get back .
^^Bye .

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2009-04-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

Maldives was fun !! ~
The food esp , lol :D
I took many pictures of the scenery
I'll show you people when I get back , alrights ?

P/S ; I miss you ((:

2009-04-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

Here's today's post ;

- fчαиαbel - says:
ILLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
yer sayangggggggggggggg.
yana!
i got news for u.
syuk said he miss "210606"
he ask me to tell u that his fine.
- fчαиαbel - says:
hahhhhh ?!
reallly ?!
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
yes..
he mxging me now.
- fчαиαbel - says:
so sweeet
imy ilaaaa
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
haha..
imy too syg.
mas call me wen u enter
- fчαиαbel - says:
yana mimpi ila seh , caye tak ? haha
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
i cried and aini cool me den.
u mimpi me?
haha.
so sweet.
- fчαиαbel - says:
lerrr asl sedih ?
im fyne .
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
jus sad.
hows maldives?
- fчαиαbel - says:
gerek , cam taknak alek gytu
haha taklah jk jer
ilaaa , kt sini aru kul 8 , spore dah 11 +
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
huh?
kul 8?
then mami aner?
u sleep wer?
mami ngn yana dh makan?
- fчαиαbel - says:
yerp
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
mami ngn yana okay?
sihat?
- fчαиαbel - says:
mami kat hall , i at bilik
sume okayy larr
haha
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
sorry klau ilah byk tanyer..
risau sgt.
- fчαиαbel - says:
takpe , i know
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
yana!!!
wait
listen this
- fчαиαbel - says:
yes ???
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
Muhammad Syukri Bin Md Khalid just sent this mxg
just
xause i told him u online
- fчαиαbel - says:
ape die ??
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
"Juz say I kirim salam......n yar,akap pat die take care n stay gemok......=)"
- fчαиαbel - says:
lol !
ckp pat die " stay sepet ayte "
haha !
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
haha
- fчαиαbel - says:
jage abgsyuk aek2 kay .
):
cause' i failed to do so );
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
hey yana..
- fчαиαbel - says:
hmm .
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
im not gonna be his new girl or wat..
im still his adk..
- fчαиαbel - says:
just jage cause now u very rapat with hym
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
u noe why?
- fчαиαbel - says:
lau die ade gerl aru pon , i want u to jage his gerak geri
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
he misses u and he noe tat im close with u..
die blg die "lum boleh move on lagik"
- fчαиαbel - says:
thenn ?
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
die kate die susah nk move on..
susah sgt.
- fчαиαbel - says:
he lom move on ??
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
belom..
- fчαиαbel - says:
ohh , hmm
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
walaupun kt ite die kate ader yg lawa2 or wat,tapi its nutink lar adk..
he said this.
- fчαиαbel - says:
yy he sound so sad ?
mayb ti lame2 , he lykes some1 in ite
who knows
?? hm
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
maybe per?
- fчαиαbel - says:
maybe larr .
mayb nanti lame2 die suke some1 there
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
haha..
u tink its easy ke.
- fчαиαbel - says:
y not ?
i say lame2
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
nah..
i said tat too..
- fчαиαbel - says:
he gt msn kan ?
i see the fs
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
die kate "he failed too to take care of you"
- fчαиαbel - says:
hmm dah lar , its over kan
thats not the problem
its my fault too .
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
hmm..
- fчαиαbel - says:
hmmm .
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
amapi biler nk salahkn each other..
both rindukn 210606..
there will be a solution.
- fчαиαbel - says:
although i miss 210606 jgk , but i stil have to move on
i know he wont want me bck
so i better move on with my life
i dont care how long it takes to be single
& now im out of spore to move on & forget all r/ship
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
yana,abg said this..
last k..
wait.
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
"I would be hapy 2 hav her bck.........n really look forward if she is bck 2 her oldself....hmm.."
now,die ngah sad..
haiz..
♥iLἇhTṒNḠbelbonct!-13..Can I have my Mr.Right? says:
he said this
"kalu she wanna move on...hmmmmmm..im okay wit it....hmmmm"
- fчαиαbel - says:
yes , im moving on with my life
tel hym
lau kite ade jodoh , insyallah kite akn bersame lagi , mungkin bukan skrg
sape tawu mase dpn .
tell him that ..

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So what can i say ?? hmm ??
I'm moving on with my life , hope you appreciate that dearest .
Thanks to ilaaaa sayang ((: && imy alot !

2009-04-16T18:46:00.000+08:00

This will be my second post for the day ;
MALDIVES (:

Maldives gerek ! haha (:
Eat alot , esp , lol ~
But nvm , kate nak ease mind per , kire okayy lar .

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Errr , now here is 6.30pm , 3 hours later than singapore .
Still petang err gytu , pat singapore dah mlm .
So thats the story -_-
Anything , msn please ((:

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2009-04-16T03:31:00.002+08:00

Hellohellohello ~

I'm now out of singapore , dah lepas naek plane ! Fuyohhh !
Haha -_-
But now dah start err missing people in singapore );
Err sad shiol , nah nvm , pape contact me thru msn tao .

I miss you guys !!
^^Bye .

2009-04-14T20:52:00.007+08:00

SAD ! SAD ! SAD !

I've got sad news to share , gonna fly to some place to settle some stuffs with my dearest mummy );

Gonna miss Deflicate babies shiol -_-

Trying to ease my mind for the time being , I'm cool now but still missing someone . Nah , nvm .

Fyanabel & [her] are now friends lyke we used to be [Ttm] ((:

Letting go all of the memories ! & I'm not waiting for anyone now .

I'm gonna stay single for a long period of time .

No relationships for now !

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Deflicate babies ;

I'm gonna miss y'all ); yana ryndu kamu sume banget !!

pape contact me thru phone , babies .

I'm not sure when I'll be back but I think I'm gonna stay there for long to ease my mind , sure y'all know . Hmm .

Fyanabel sayang Deflicate babies ((:

Lots of love babies ^^V

, Muuaahh !!!

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semoga dikau bahagia (: I'm happy if you are my dear .

I'll miss you .

Okayyyy guys , till here then .

^^Bye .

2009-04-12T19:19:00.003+08:00

Well im sick today , beh dah mendak asek bareng-bareng , tidur , so i online err .
Then Casper is there , awwwww ~
I couldn't say anything , blank seh otak -_-
Cam gini larr cerita nye ;

afanCASPER ((: says: hey...ok .biase.. u??
- fyanabel ohhh , goood ~
afanCASPER ((: says: okaii
- fyanabel i sick lerr hm -_- lol
afanCASPER ((: says: haha...y?
- fyanabel tah , demam err dari smlm
afanCASPER ((: says: kecian nyerrr dah mamm obat??
- fyanabel ah2 larr hm2
afanCASPER ((: says: kai
- fyanabel lom
afanCASPER ((: says: gie lah mamm
- fyanabel ti lar
afanCASPER ((: says: okaii
- fyanabel sudah mkn tao .
afanCASPER ((: says: okaii
- fyanabel (:
afanCASPER ((: says:
- fyanabel nga uat per tuh ?
afanCASPER ((: says: uh..tk uat pape... u?-
fyanabel : same err , cam bored gytu
afanCASPER ((: says: ok... yeah tau tkper
- fyanabel hm ,
afanCASPER ((: says: ...

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; What can i say now ??
I missed Casper so much that i couldn't say anything just now )';
How to tell that i really missed Casper ?? Sedih gytu .
Hmm ~ Nvm , i'll wait .

^^Bye .

2009-04-11T19:41:00.002+08:00

It hurts so much when im thinking of you, but i cant help it. I truly miss you much, baby. I swear i do miss you, but haish, im just too hurt now.

It all started on the 21st March, we got to know each other from Tagged and also Msn. We talk, we laugh, we joke together. He really made my day every single day! He always put a smile on my face, without failed. And suddenly, he wanted to be my ttm. Every night, he'll always call me. We got to talk on the phone for hours. Eventually, he confessed to me that he likes me from the very first day. It was so unbelievable and i felt like dreaming. At that time, i was still with Syuk and we're not in good terms. Hes really trying to prove me that he really likes me, and even asked me out. On the saturday he asked me out, we went to Plaza Singapura and catched a horror movie which is "The Unborn". I cant forget the time he held my hand in the cinema, it was so sweet of him. And the funny thing, when it comes to the suspend part, he got shocked and the popcorn was all over the place. And i found him cute, though. When we were in the bus on the way home, he hugged me around the waist, and keep me warm. Arrived at cck interchange, we have a little chat and he told me to give him a kiss on the cheek, and i did. On the 1st April, he sounded me for stead. Hes really sweet and its so undescribable! Then, the next meet was on the friday that was after we stead, we hang out together with his friends. We joke, we laugh and its fun, very fun. And he bite my shoulder, its painful. We hugged, we kissed and yeah, its so memorable moments for me.

Thinking of the moments we spent together really hurts me deeply, but i have to bear with it. I have to stay strong eventhough i cant. We didnt reached even a week and we started to go separate ways. Eventhough we didnt go for long, but theres lots of memories in between. Tears kept on rolling whenever i thought of those memories. Whatever i do, it reminds me of you, baby. The songs, the colour green, and much more. Im sad, and i cant believe that this happened. Why must this happened, baby? I thought we can go on and on without others stopping us. But i was mistaken. Like what Jia said, "All good things wont last forever." Haish. But no matter what, im always here for you and i'll be waiting. All i hope is for you to come back and continue our love journey that we just gone halfway. I really wish that a miracle would happen and change things back just like what i wanted. Why things didnt go just like what we expected it to be, why? Its hard for me to face all these, im weak when it comes to this part. I never regret being your girlfriend. In fact, im lucky to have such a sweet boyfriend like you. Im glad you once entered my life and showered me with your love. And i wont forget our memories together, baby. I will stay strong and wait for you, no matter how long it takes.

p/s: love you, _ _ _ _CASPER. ♥

2009-04-07T11:14:00.002+08:00

Okay! This passerby really tickled on my last nerve.

to Passerby: Oi! Did i ever say you're wrong? If you wanna tag me or ask me something, you just have to leave your name rather than putting as "passerby" ? Pelik ar ehk orang macam kau, tsktsk. Since i cant know who you are, and you told me to mind my own business, okay fine. Tak rugi ar tak tau kau, tak menyusahkan aku. Oh, you told me to work my brain up in order to know who you are? HAH, funny. Ive no plenty of time to guess who the fucking hell you are, okay? Ive many other things to think of rather than wasting my time guessing who are you. Hey, what i say is true. Kau SG datang blog aku, nak tanye-tanye bende yang sungguh bodoh sekali when actually everything dah obvious. Kalau kau tak SG, beh ape? Oh now, kau nak cakap pasal no manner ways? Eh bodoh, dah nampak sah ni blog aku, its my way of talking so you dont have to care! Kalau kau tak boleh terime my way of talking, kau boleh ringankan tangan kau click [X] on the right hand side lar kay? Senangkan, bye!

I didnt believe what had just happened last night. I felt it like just a dream, but i realised its reality. Why should i be the one? Whats the reason of all these? I cant imagine when [insertyoursentencehere] . Haish! Just because of [insertyoursentencehere] , you have to do this to me? Its just unfair. And now, i dont know what to do, im stuck in this world! ;(

BYE!

2009-04-06T11:12:00.006+08:00

.BUSY BUSY BUSY.

Im sorry because i cant concentrate on my blog right now.
Im truly sorry, because ive been busy with mummy's shop.
And i dont know when i can have time perfect time to update this blog of mine properly. Gee.

Reply to Tags:

to Passerby: That is one stupid question you asked. Isnt it obvious? I dont have to answer that question of yours, you better work your brain up k. & why are you so busybody? Im tired of this question over and over again. Can you people just mind your own business rather than jage tepi kain orang?! If yes, i broke up with Syuk then why, whats the big deal? Whats wrong, not satisfied? Oh, go to hell! I dont give a damn, seriously. You guys know nothing about us, you guys dont have the idea why i broke up with Syuk. So just shut up and mind your fucking own business. Im sorry to be harsh on you, but gah! Everyone kept asking me the same question, and im sick and tired of it. I just dont wanna know this anymore. By the way, who are you? o.0

to yoyo-rio: Hello Rio, im doing fine and at the same time pissed off! Because everybody seems to be so busybody about my life. They are tracking down on my life, fuckk! They dont have any other better things to do, do they? Heran ah, asal dorang nak jage tepi kain yana ni?! Grr.

BYE!

2009-04-04T18:53:00.005+08:00

Hello !

Sorry ive been quite busy with mummy's shop.
& due to that , i dont have much time to update things in my blog aye.
Just wanna thank Jia for making this blog looks good, i mean the background and the picture above.
It looks like 'wow' ! I just love it, thanks once again.

Yesterday i met up with boyfriend. Was fun hanging out with him, Adly and Faati.
Laugh laugh laugh. But theres some part which boyfriend made me mad.
Grr, but thats only joking right baby? I hope its really a joke one.
HAHA, ive been sleeping late because of Jia. She cant stop irritates me, geee.
I dont have much of sleep ya'know. Ive been sleeping late and waking up early in the morning to open mummy's shop, gahh.

Can this get any better? I just need the precious time to sleeeeeeep.
I miss having my beautiful long sleep! HAHA ^^p

Okay im done and bye ~

2009-04-01T21:53:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeeeeepooooooooo !

Ive been busy with work at Teck Whye with mummy .
Gone out to work from morning and then will be back home at night .
So nak katekan , i just got back from work now .
& of course , ive taken my bath and everything and now im blogging .
Tired okay ! HAHAHAHAH :D

The shop is getting better and better and better each day everyday . Im so happy ! We've collected alot of money already , but we're still going on continuously till i dont know when . Im so proud we actually can make lots of money by selling our product . I didnt know that mummy's dreams came true ! Bet mummy is happy . HAHA .

Btw , i got pranked by baby !
How could you huh , baby ?! LOL , but it ended up APRIL FOOL to me .
Tak ke kurang hasam tu anakmatsaleh ! HAHAHAHA ;D

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS EVERYBODY ! ^^

Okay bye.

2009-03-30T10:28:00.001+08:00

Hello :D

Yesterday was bored ,

all I do is taking snapshots with my kecoh-rable anak sedare ;

he's so irritating , sometimes smack my buttt ^^

like WTH ??! ahahaha :D

But no matter what , we still love each other .

^^V Loves ;

2009-03-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

Ohh god ! I'm sick err =_=

& today was busy the whole day ,

flu-ing all the way .

till here then ; byebye ^^V

2009-03-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

Hellohello ~
Firstly Im bored =_= , Secondly Im tired err .
&& Thirdly i cant wait to go out this saturday ((:
Im so excited dehh ~ Lols !
Well Jia planned to follow me & she wanted to bring someone special(pssssst) along but not yet confirm seh .
Errr my abg tadi alek for one day , then must go back hostel , sad ehs ):
Seriously , i miss abg being at home , with all his jokes , hugahugabekbek ^^V
Okay , im just being random today . Till here jer kay ~
Byebye ^^V

2009-03-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

Our 2 years 9 months Anni Turned To Be A Disaster .

As in not a goooood one, but the bad one. Last night, we fought due to some misunderstandings, they say? Oh what, misunderstandings? Yeah right, whatever. I dont wanna trust anyone anymore, excluding my family ehk. From now onwards, im trusting my family ONLY, not any outsiders! Not even BOYFRIEND or BESTFRIEND or whatever FRIEND there are. Sorry, but i mean what i say okay!

Leave me for long? Great, i dont mind and i dont die if you even leave me FOREVER! I felt nothing reading your messages, girl. None of them brought me down as in sadddd or regret or guilty or whatever shits lar ehk. & you want me to reflect back on those messages? Oh no thanks. Ive no time for that 'coz i have other things to do, many moreeee. So just save it for other time lar ehk? (:

& as for HIM, i dont know what to say to you. 'Coz it seems like ive lost my trust in you. I mean, not only you but to everyone.! I dont know whether to trust you or that girl. Its like oh-so fucking. Its so confusing! I can be crazy just 'coz of this fucking matter, okay! Just leave me alone and dont come back, can? =_=

Im sick and tired of all these! Can this fucking thing get any worse? Pffft =_=

Arghhhhh, FUCK YOU TO ALL!!!

This song reflects everything . SEMUANYA CUN SAJA! ;D

Bye.

2009-03-20T16:00:00.000+08:00

Hello !

Just made myself a new blog. 'Coz the previous blog is like OH-SOOO dead, right? Haha. So erm, i'll try to manage my time to spend on blogging from now onwards. Does that sounds ok to you readers? Well, I hope you are. Haha. As you can see, ive cut my hair short. Ala, shoulder length only. Ok whatever. Ok, im currently chatting with a new friend of mine. We started chatting yesterday. What can i say about him is, he's fun to chat with, serious i swear. He's happening, not boring. Haha. From the start of the conversation till the end, i kept laughing without failed! 'Coz he's too funny, and i cant control it. Ok lar, i wanna stop here. I wanna continue chatting with him, haha.

I'll update tomorrow, for sure! ^^

Hugs & Kisses , Fyanabel .